For my beloved girl =)

My love for you came without any warnings or signs.
Now that I pretend no more.
My love for you will never fade and it last forever.
It will never have an end.
My love for you is greater
than the world has ever seen.
My love for you is worth
than the world i am having.
Our love is the purest love,
that there has ever been.
I will never make you cry,
Or put sorrow in your life.
I will bring you by my side 24/7,
and take care of you through my live.
I will not rest until the day
That I make you my wife.
I have never felt for anyone,
The way I feel for you
And with all of my heart,
For as long as I live,
My love will be most true and reality.
No other girl compares to you
For your beauty is in everything you have.
I've loved you from the start.
Ever since that fateful day
you came and stole my heart.

-End-

From : C.Y.G to Y.W.L

I Love You forever and ever !

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* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ = 5 *
* ♥ ♥ = 2 *
* = 0 *
* ♥ = 1 *
* ♥ ♥ ♥ = 3 *
* ♥ = 1 *
* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ = 4 *
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男朋友

1. 男朋友就是为了陪你而放弃了他最爱的玩游戏、打篮球的那个人
2. 男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、打水、散步、自习、送你回宿舍（家）的那个人；
3. 男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
4. 男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
5. 男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
6. 男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
7. 男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
8. 男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人；
9. 男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
10. 男朋友就是以玩游戏为由察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；
11. 男朋友就是学会唱他认为好听的歌，然后在你耳边唱给你听的那个人；
12. 男朋友就是努力做到让你用崇拜的眼光来看他的那个人；
13. 男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
14. 男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
15. 男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
16. 男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
17. 男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
18. 男朋友就是在期末你为考试焦头烂额时耐心的帮你复习功课的那个人；
19. 男朋友就是最爱在你面前展露他的本领的那个人；
20. 男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
21. 男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
22. 男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；
23. 男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
24. 男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
25. 男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
26. 男朋友就是用自行车带你出去兜风的那个人；
27. 男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人

! ! ! ! ! 我会永远永远好好的爱着你 ! ! ! ! !

This song and the lyrics are for u :)

Baby boy永远永远手牵手

一步两步一起走

永远永远要记得

我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候

不管下雨的时候

不放开手到永久

我们要一起生活

眼泪 她为你流过 也为自己掉过

对於你们的爱 她总是抱著坚强的笑容

错过那些时间 谢谢她的守候是时候 紧紧牵她的手 带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗

想念的心开不了口

枯想著你有没有好好过

担心著你每天生活你好吗

最近如何 照顾身体工作加油

我一个人也会勇敢好好过

不让你担心多一秒

想念著 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事

你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手 是我最幸福的所有

心里面有你建的角落 脆弱时我能够躲一躲

你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手 我要抱著你不要再错过

你的爱 是最蓝那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手

一步两步一起走

永远永远要记得

我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候

不管下雨的时候

不放开手到永久

我们要一起生活

幸福 少了你在身边不会完整

人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔

这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动

这段路踏著幸福的每一步一起牵著手

心疼你会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角

我要回来给你依靠 哄你看你笑著睡著

照片里 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹

好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角

想念著 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事

约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗

你就是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午后 我又在街上走 你的影子不再寂寞

想到你的身边到不了 像个路人般看热闹

经过那个属於我们的转角 走过两个人曾经逛的街

那些店 还有熟悉的画面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手

一步两步一起走

永远永远要记得

我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候

不管下雨的时候

不放开手到永久

我们要一起生活

没有办法想像 那画面一个孤独的背影走在 小公园一颗心

需要暖 一双手 需要牵故事要有美好结局 需要两

I love u [piggy] =)

I don't want to be your #1 because that means there is a # 2,3,4ect...
I don't want you to tell me you love me.
I want you to SHOW me.
I need to know that you LOVE me.
Every time I hear a love song on the radio I think of you.
Whenever I hear some one sign online I pray that it's you.
Whenever I get an IM from you I feel all estatic.
Every time you hug me I feel as if all my problems are gone.
Whenever my phone rings the only name I wait to see on the caller ID is yours.
You are my every thing,
honestly and truly.
I LOVE YOU,
more than you can ever and will ever know.

I

LOVE

YOU

ALWAYS

AND

FOREVER

Published by : Mr.Jason a.ka C.Y.G

I hope u can understand ~

One after another,
when will this end?
dealing so-called "brothers",
how can i comprehend?,
i hope Jy,
literally you will get this,
in a way,
i don't give a fuck bout our relationship,
maybe you can be the one who's gonna cut off this link between us,
to be heroic winners,
and soon be enemies,
you barely even know me,
on the contrary,
you might as well stay a mile far away from me,
without C you ain't nothing Bitch,
now fuck you nerd,
i guessed that's why you hook up with us in the first place,
you sick-son bastard-like face,
you think i like slicing this bond between you,
me and C?
well you're wrong!
it's ya'll who's too sensitive on what i said,
what words in sentences i laid,
and you think the way i spit them out could get me my pay?
if you wanna keep this beef going you should have said so,
acting like you got C,
you dare to say "no"?
you must know this fact in your world,
which is "Trust" is the life principle,
probably you ain't got any bit of that in you,
and i din't claim myself to be the best,
it is you fellas who know nothing less,
execpt being the best in being a jackass...

I don't wish to see to this happen again.And can u be more understanding or be more lenient?

Published by : Jason CYG
[Written by anonymous]

Written by a homie ~ Tats wad i trying to say ~

You're crazy,

Why did you grab that stick and hit me,

ouch i think u juz broke my one of my baby teeth,

you made me sick,

but now i think u just set me free,

how i bleed, but that's non of your business, C,

you know who the fuck i mean,

when shit has escalated up to this point you know that i'll be mean,

not mentioning,

i'll be the meanest thing you ever seen,

i think you juz drag yourself to a place you never been,

Yo, so let's preview back to our history,

we were good friends since we were in primary,

but now you think you're big enough to fuck with me?

you ain't even got that guts to make a bitch scream, PUSSY!

and what's up with all the beef you got there with you on me?

why can't an old friend like you knows my characteristic,

mystique sights,

unique abilities,

and my movement and shit,

and you dissed me,

just bcuz i said the word "fucker"?

Well ain't that a little bit childish ey fucker!

ye i really meant that when i wrote that,

i don't gave a fuck bout how much my shit whack,

the most important thing is,

i hope i'll get what i want back,

and it's mind each of you own damn business,

and get to know and understand who your real friend is!

Published by : JAson CYG

[Written by anonymous]

I realised everything ~ ...

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
　　于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
　　请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。
在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　　　　请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

oMg

T
O
M
O
R
R
O
W
!!!
!!!
!!!
!!!

The day is coming soon ~

Jesus Christ ~
It has already passed about 20days ~
And now still left 10 days for me >_< ~
Kinda freaking me out ~
Sososo nervous ~

I like her ~
I love her ~
I love her everyday single day ~

And im going to plan for now ~
What should i do on that day ? ~
Hmm... ~
If ya'll have any ideas / opinions / suggestions ~
Please share with me lor ~.~.... ~

Btw ~
Im here because of im trying to emphasize my feelings against her :D ~
She makes my heart feel contented ~
She makes me feel overwhelmed ~
She makes me feel unstress ~
She's just sososo precious and important to me ~
This is no laughing matter ~
I meant business ~

There are no doubts about my feelings to her ~
She is second to none ! The best always ~

My heart is beating speedily ~
It's just like going to burst out =o...~
The day is just around the corner ~
How am i going to overcome it ?!?! ~

I should start planning now ~
See ya guys ~


If you guys have some ideas please leave at the chat box or comment on my page ~
Thx for the co-operation ~
^^V

Published by :
† Jason Cheng †

Agreement ? Deal ? Time ? Lost ?

Well ~
2 days ago i had made a deal wif sum1 ~
its about [xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] ~
I duno whether tat it is a secret or sumthing not to be revealed ~
So i prefer to use [xxx] lor ~
Hope u dun mind :x ~

After making this agreement ~
i've understood about sumthing like TIME AND LOST ~

Time is priceless, I cant own it or buy it ~
But i can use it ~
Time is ''unkeepable'' ~
But i can spend it ~
But once i have lost ~
I couldn't get it back ~
So i start to treasure the time ~

So,wad i wanna to tell is ~
I meant everything from now ~
And i get myself seriously into the matter ~


By the way ~
I bet everyone agree wif me that life is about a game or a timing ~
We can make things from ~
Unavailable --> available
Unreachable --> reachable
''Unobtainable'' --> ''obtainable''
So life is really like a timing ~
Once i got the opportunity ~
I will not hesitate ~
And i will not dawdle for things ~
I'll take actions and promise myself take things in my stride ~


And LOST ~
Now i understand that sumthing like this ~
''absence makes a heart grow fonder'' ~
Im really miss / think of them who / what is not present anymore ~
''Regret coz some stupid mistakes are done'' ~
So,i think deeply from the bottom of my heart and will not repeat the mistake again ~


From now on ~
I got to build up my Confidence ~
I got to build up my Couragous ~
I got to build up my Complicated heart ~

Everything presents for now is precious and treassure ~
So i do mean it very much ! ~
I better look foward and look in my future than to look back at the past and regret ~

Hope the day coming i wouldn't be panic ~
And im ready to face it ~


Whoever supports me can leave some comments here or in the chat box ~
Thx alot :) ~

Written by :

† Mr.Jason a.ka pig †

I try to tell u ~

I try to tell u ~

but I don know what to say ~

I am afraid you don't want me to say anything ~

So I choose to stay in the silent mode ~

But inside of me there are words waiting to come out ~

And tell you how I feel-like ~

How I miss you ~

And how I love you ~

And how could I live without ur appearance ~

And especially how much I care bout u ~

But those words might stay in my heart-locked inside ~

Though i wanna open it ~

I need a key from u ~

Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... ~

but I'll never know ~

Too many ppl go thourgh life waiting for things to happen instead of having a try ~

So do I ~

Im the coward 1 ~

Sigh ~

I should stop writing ~

End.... ~

10.25pm,wednesday [29/07/2009]

Posted by :

† Jason Cheng †

I'm not suppose

I'm not supposed to love you, ~

I'm not supposed to care, ~

I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, ~

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, ~

But I'm sorry ~

I just couldn't help myself, I have fallen in love with you ~

† Jason †

For ''u'' my frens

Hey guys ~
Listen here and i would like u guys to have a look at here ~

Well,im getting fed-up,angry,dulan-ing,annoying by all of u who keep making fool beside me ~
You guys are really pissing me off ~
I've stop bothering bout ya business and can u guys just stop talking craps or showing ur stupidities to me ?? ~
And 1 more,can u guys stop whispering/talking/saying about her in front of me when she is around ?? ~
This is wad i most god damn fucked up ! ~
U don have the right to meddle in my affairs ~
I promise and i swear that i'll fuck ya up hardy without any hesitation if u keep on repeating the foolish actions ~
Though u wan to say...but can u say it at nobody place ?? ~
U dun need to spread here and there 1 ~
Issit very fun? or exciting to let other ppl know who i like ? Fuck u ! ~
Can u imagine how would you feel if ya're the 1 [girl] being gossiping/stalking ?! ~
What an odious Act !!

I know ur my best frens and i know we've met for a long time ~
And im being forced to write this fucking article ~
This is the first time u being fucked ~
So pls behave urself ~
I dun wish to see this again in ma blog ~


For those who wanna try,u can have a try ~
I wont mind ~
But i have to tell u first,dun say tat i din gv any precautions ~
Better think twice b4 u take actions ~

Good luck to u ! ~

Published by :
C.Y.G a.ka † Jason †

† [ Alex Bro ] †

Hey yo bro ~
Thx for da nice and the best ever respond ya ~
Its really hard to look for the blogs tat u written are not cursing style ~
But this is the 1 ''positive'' blog u wrote it yesterday,right? ~
I din know tat the blog tat i have written is so meaningful and so touching for ya ~
And i told myself that will any1 give a fuck about the blog ?? ~
I don't think so ~
But u're the first 1 dude ~
Thanks ~
And i hope others will see check out the blog too ~

Anyway,i really like/love ya written blogs too :D ~
All of em are just full of cursing,scolding,complaining,protesting,sarcasing and many more style ~
They are juz so exciting and enjoying for the readers to read at ~
So keep it up ~
Do what the best u can do ~

Last thing i got to mention and make a promise at here : ~

✖No matter what,our friendship will still remain the same till d end ~

✖You and the ''HB group'' members are always being kept in my mind ~

✖I'll do wadeva i can to full-filled u guys requirement ~

Thanks again ~

Good luck and Take care ~

Your faithful buddy,

† Jason †

Wonderful time [ Friends ]

Hey guys...im back ~
Imma coming back coz of some matters ~
Ma frens and i went to a shopping mall yesterday since we have never hang out together for pretty long times ~
My frens are → [ hua nee ]
→ [ koe li ]
→ [ woan lin ]
→ [ mei xin ]
→ [ ee nee ]
→ [ kah hooi ]
→ [ alex ]
→ [ yee sin ]

Well...yesterday was a public holiday ~
So,i have phone ma frens and chat wif them through da msn ~
We were talking about something like hanging out and watching movie ~
And every1 was agreed wif me ~
Before the day we went ~
I asked ma fren whether that she had booked the tickets o not ~
Guess wad ?! ~
Oh my F***ing God ~
Neither she nor i booked em ~

I was getting panic ~
And whoever chat wif me was fucked terribly ~
By then,i calm myself and picked up ma phone ~
I phone to ma mummy for bringing me to the tickets ~
Thanks god when i reached there i bought 9 tickets ~

Till the day come ~
As usual ~
i wear nicely ~
Neatly ~
and tidyly ~
And i juz look great on that day ~

When i was there,my eyes almost poped-out ~
Every girls there were pretty and gorgeous ~
While every guys there were just fine - Leng zai ~
First time ya ? ~
I praised u guys ~
hahaha XD ~

After finishing the movie [Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince] ~
All of us moved to a place which called ''Old Town'' ~
When i just wanted to take a seat ~
My fren whispered me in a sudden ~
"hey yg,look there ~ in front of u,the yellow shirt 1'' ~
And i turn my sight to the position ~
Know wad?Its was a bitch with its hot pants and it showed her ass ~

I was definitely being stunned for a while ~
And den i look beside ~
my frens [gals] ~
All of them were laughing too ~
It's kinda hilarating ~
Every1 was just full of joy and none of the sad,bad,hated news jumped out ~
Wad a wonderful and memorable moment I/We have had ~

Before i went back ~
Kah hooi,alex,jared,bryan and I visited a custom shop ~
I bought 2 shirts and alex bought a pants and a shirt ~
After that i went back in a rushing time ~
Coz every of us have a shitty tuition ~
If not i bet we'll be there until 10 or 11 mayb? Who knows ? Or perhaps longer time? ~


I wish we could hang out like tat together and everlasting ~
I wish we could hang out to :
To CS ? ~ ←
To Eternal Zone ? ~ ←
To K-Box ? ~ ←
To Genting ? ~ ←
To Penang ? ~ ←
To everywhere ? ~ ←

We sing together ~ ☺
We talk together ~ ☺
And we get high together ~ ☺

Perhaps i should stop ma hands from typing more ~
Wish every of my frens stay happy and live happy ~
No stress ~
No pressure ~
No problems ! ~

May the God bless them always ~

C ya ~

Why do i love u ?

♥ Why do I love you? ♥

† I loved the fact I could tell u anything

† I loved the way u looked at me

† I loved talking to u

† I loved ur eyes ur smile ur whole body

† I loved it when we had our little talks

† I loved it when u told me u loved me

† I loved the way u told me I was perfect

† I loved ur attitude and personality

† I loved it when we were together

† I love u for u and hope u love me too and I love u for so much more but words could never explain!!


❤So,that's why i LOVE u !❤