I try to tell u ~

I try to tell u ~

but I don know what to say ~

I am afraid you don't want me to say anything ~

So I choose to stay in the silent mode ~

But inside of me there are words waiting to come out ~

And tell you how I feel-like ~

How I miss you ~

And how I love you ~

And how could I live without ur appearance ~

And especially how much I care bout u ~

But those words might stay in my heart-locked inside ~

Though i wanna open it ~

I need a key from u ~

Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... ~

but I'll never know ~

Too many ppl go thourgh life waiting for things to happen instead of having a try ~

So do I ~

Im the coward 1 ~

Sigh ~

I should stop writing ~

End.... ~

10.25pm,wednesday [29/07/2009]

Posted by :

† Jason Cheng †

I'm not suppose

I'm not supposed to love you, ~

I'm not supposed to care, ~

I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, ~

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, ~

But I'm sorry ~

I just couldn't help myself, I have fallen in love with you ~

† Jason †

For ''u'' my frens

Hey guys ~
Listen here and i would like u guys to have a look at here ~

Well,im getting fed-up,angry,dulan-ing,annoying by all of u who keep making fool beside me ~
You guys are really pissing me off ~
I've stop bothering bout ya business and can u guys just stop talking craps or showing ur stupidities to me ?? ~
And 1 more,can u guys stop whispering/talking/saying about her in front of me when she is around ?? ~
This is wad i most god damn fucked up ! ~
U don have the right to meddle in my affairs ~
I promise and i swear that i'll fuck ya up hardy without any hesitation if u keep on repeating the foolish actions ~
Though u wan to say...but can u say it at nobody place ?? ~
U dun need to spread here and there 1 ~
Issit very fun? or exciting to let other ppl know who i like ? Fuck u ! ~
Can u imagine how would you feel if ya're the 1 [girl] being gossiping/stalking ?! ~
What an odious Act !!

I know ur my best frens and i know we've met for a long time ~
And im being forced to write this fucking article ~
This is the first time u being fucked ~
So pls behave urself ~
I dun wish to see this again in ma blog ~


For those who wanna try,u can have a try ~
I wont mind ~
But i have to tell u first,dun say tat i din gv any precautions ~
Better think twice b4 u take actions ~

Good luck to u ! ~

Published by :
C.Y.G a.ka † Jason †

† [ Alex Bro ] †

Hey yo bro ~
Thx for da nice and the best ever respond ya ~
Its really hard to look for the blogs tat u written are not cursing style ~
But this is the 1 ''positive'' blog u wrote it yesterday,right? ~
I din know tat the blog tat i have written is so meaningful and so touching for ya ~
And i told myself that will any1 give a fuck about the blog ?? ~
I don't think so ~
But u're the first 1 dude ~
Thanks ~
And i hope others will see check out the blog too ~

Anyway,i really like/love ya written blogs too :D ~
All of em are just full of cursing,scolding,complaining,protesting,sarcasing and many more style ~
They are juz so exciting and enjoying for the readers to read at ~
So keep it up ~
Do what the best u can do ~

Last thing i got to mention and make a promise at here : ~

✖No matter what,our friendship will still remain the same till d end ~

✖You and the ''HB group'' members are always being kept in my mind ~

✖I'll do wadeva i can to full-filled u guys requirement ~

Thanks again ~

Good luck and Take care ~

Your faithful buddy,

† Jason †

Wonderful time [ Friends ]

Hey guys...im back ~
Imma coming back coz of some matters ~
Ma frens and i went to a shopping mall yesterday since we have never hang out together for pretty long times ~
My frens are → [ hua nee ]
→ [ koe li ]
→ [ woan lin ]
→ [ mei xin ]
→ [ ee nee ]
→ [ kah hooi ]
→ [ alex ]
→ [ yee sin ]

Well...yesterday was a public holiday ~
So,i have phone ma frens and chat wif them through da msn ~
We were talking about something like hanging out and watching movie ~
And every1 was agreed wif me ~
Before the day we went ~
I asked ma fren whether that she had booked the tickets o not ~
Guess wad ?! ~
Oh my F***ing God ~
Neither she nor i booked em ~

I was getting panic ~
And whoever chat wif me was fucked terribly ~
By then,i calm myself and picked up ma phone ~
I phone to ma mummy for bringing me to the tickets ~
Thanks god when i reached there i bought 9 tickets ~

Till the day come ~
As usual ~
i wear nicely ~
Neatly ~
and tidyly ~
And i juz look great on that day ~

When i was there,my eyes almost poped-out ~
Every girls there were pretty and gorgeous ~
While every guys there were just fine - Leng zai ~
First time ya ? ~
I praised u guys ~
hahaha XD ~

After finishing the movie [Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince] ~
All of us moved to a place which called ''Old Town'' ~
When i just wanted to take a seat ~
My fren whispered me in a sudden ~
"hey yg,look there ~ in front of u,the yellow shirt 1'' ~
And i turn my sight to the position ~
Know wad?Its was a bitch with its hot pants and it showed her ass ~

I was definitely being stunned for a while ~
And den i look beside ~
my frens [gals] ~
All of them were laughing too ~
It's kinda hilarating ~
Every1 was just full of joy and none of the sad,bad,hated news jumped out ~
Wad a wonderful and memorable moment I/We have had ~

Before i went back ~
Kah hooi,alex,jared,bryan and I visited a custom shop ~
I bought 2 shirts and alex bought a pants and a shirt ~
After that i went back in a rushing time ~
Coz every of us have a shitty tuition ~
If not i bet we'll be there until 10 or 11 mayb? Who knows ? Or perhaps longer time? ~


I wish we could hang out like tat together and everlasting ~
I wish we could hang out to :
To CS ? ~ ←
To Eternal Zone ? ~ ←
To K-Box ? ~ ←
To Genting ? ~ ←
To Penang ? ~ ←
To everywhere ? ~ ←

We sing together ~ ☺
We talk together ~ ☺
And we get high together ~ ☺

Perhaps i should stop ma hands from typing more ~
Wish every of my frens stay happy and live happy ~
No stress ~
No pressure ~
No problems ! ~

May the God bless them always ~

C ya ~